Friday, October 5, 2012

10/3/12

I am completely stuck right now. I don't know where to pick up my writing. I want to get the funeral scene done, because it will be a very climactic part of the screenplay, but I don't know how to get there. Writing a SOC has worked for me in the past, so I will try it again.


So many emotions. I cant handle it. its over. my life is over. well, my show is over. the most addiviting, haha addicting show in the world is over. i love it. all the feelings. it was so happy but im so sad. im gonna go sit by the tv monday and wait for a new episode, but nothing will happen. nothing. bahhhhhhhhhh it is too depressing. all my shows go off air so fast. i dont know whats wrong with me. why cant i be into trash like jersey shore and honey bobo like the rest of the idiots my age? those stupid things never end. maybe thats the problem. ah im tired. very very sleepy. Sushi. I want sushi. sushi is good. people are stupid. say no to people and yes to sushi. God, i am so weird. I want sushi. Degrassi is on. It's just not the same. Hollywood Heights was the highlight of my weeknights, and now it's gone. im gonna go crawl up in a ball now.

Reflection: I think I deserve a 100 today. Instead of just avoiding this completely, I did something to get out of this writers block. I think I did find some lines that will work. The pain I am feeling for the ending of my TV show could be put to use in the screenplay, even though they are nowhere near the same thing.

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